Thursday, November 8, 2012

November 8, 2012

I cannot believe it is already November! My goodness how time flies!!! I won't even say "when you're having fun"!! Sometimes this life is not so fun, but I am so glad to be living to experience all that I have in the past and what will be in my future. But for now, I am focusing on my present!!

I have been completely down and out for the last week,....Seriously down and out!!

I don't really know why, other than just a change in my attitude (and that time.). So I awok today with the intention to lay around again, but then I was reminded of everything I have to be thankful for. A warm place to lay my head, beautiful healthy children, enough food to eat....what more could I ask for. I have been so blessed to end up where I am at right now. And in this moment in time, I have nothing that I want...more than my family to be happy, safe, and healthy.

On that note, I am so thankful to be able to be a mother; it is truly a privelege that is not afforded to many, many women.

 I know that in this endeavor to become healthy, I will have ups and downs, ins and outs...but one thing remains the same. I am greatly loved, by my Heavenly Father who has blessed me beyond belief, by my family who loves me unconditionally and be my friends who have partnered with me with their prayers and encouragement, daily. I cannot say how wonderfully blessed I am!

It does not matter who, or what, influences my "feeling", for I cannot live by my "feeling". I will stand firm in knowing that I am the only person who I can change, and it is with this challenge that I will succeed!!

I hope everyone has a fantastic day, today!!  Peace Peeps!!!

Thursday, November 1, 2012

November 1, 2012

Does anyone ever get that feeling that you just want to give up, surrender and completely abandon all your hard work?

Well, I am at that point! I am just not feeling it for the past few days. I went to "cleansing" and decided to not keep going yesterday and let me tell you the cravings I have had! I am just really down and out today, I guess. I just want a bit of peace of mind, that I am not the only one who has had to battle with this.....

I sometimes feel that I just need a vacation like somewhere serene and peaceful.....but that might just get me in the mood to eat!  LOL

Somewhere like here........

O well, I guess it's just gonna be one of those days!  I hope everyone has a great day today!

Peace Peeps!!!!